Dear Friend,

I just finished watching The Perks Of Being A Wallflower and I figured, I would write to you too who knows it might make me feel better.

Good Morning Afternoon.
It's really weird because lately I don't even look out my window anymore.
I rarely know what time it is and I don't stand up from my computer chair anymore, I just sit here and stare at my computer.
I'm worse than before.
I've been gone from school for two days now.
People aren't worried about me, you know, they just want to know what happened so they could have something to tell their friends the next day.
I've lost hope and the faith to live.
I can't keep track of time and everything has just turned to crap.
I honestly cannot take one more day of 'smiling'.
I just can't pretend to be something I am not.
I'm not happy okay? I never am and never will be.

I'm currently reading Les Miserables.
It's for my book report, and yes I chose it.
The Miserable's, interesting title huh?
It's a really good book.
It is about a man who goes to jail for stealing bread and a man who is obsessed with justice that he follows this man until the end. Through out the story there are sub-plots and the story ends with a whole lot of deaths.
I want to send you a copy...
If I do, please make sure you read it with precision and emotion.
Inhale the words with your eyes, drink the emotions with your heart.

Anyways, I hope you are well.
Expect a few letters from me soon.

Your companion,
E. L. E.