It's 1AM again.

I've been so preoccupied.
I can't even sleep anymore.
Anyways, tomorrow is the first day of class.

I'm so scared of what everyone will think of me.
I can see it now...
Their thoughts in bubbles above their heads, like those you see in comics.
'She gained weight.'
'Dang, fattie. Lose some weight.'
'Look at that whale.'

Everything is a blur, but I can hear laughing and mocking.
Judgmental eyes.
Gossiping tongues.

I don't want to go to school.
It's way too hard.

The teachers teach you what you don't need to learn.
Why don't they teach stuff like taxes, terrorism, economy recession, etc?
The things that you will actually use in life.

I hate the educational system.