Today, I feel so challenged.
Like there is a burden on my back I can't put down.
I'm in so much pain.
I want to scream, but I can't.
I was sitting in the car today, my head leaning on the window.
I unlocked the door, while we were in the highway.
Contemplating, whether I open the door or not.
I considered killing myself today.
I don't know why...
My brain just feels fuzzy and confused.
There is so much pain, but I can't figure out where from.
My mind just isn't working today.
I hate school.
The whole idea is pretentious.
The teachers, the students, the educational system.
My teachers think I'm irresponsible and lazy.
My classmates think I'm nothing but trash.
The educational doesn't teach me anything I want to learn.
Their eyes scream their thoughts.
The painful truth strikes me like a knife.
I don't want to be a burden to anyone.
I'm so sorry.
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