I hope you have been better.
I on the other hand have not.
Everything is all wrong.
I feel so defenseless, the pain and the misery is here to stay.
I want to kill the monsters inside me, but I can't.
My cuts are getting bigger and there are now cuts on my thighs.
I've tried screaming, but no one is listening.
So don't you tell me that I didn't try to ask for help.
Because I did tell you that I've started cutting again, if I kill myself tell them the truth...
That this world is corrupt and death was the only way out.
Everyone thinks I'm a failure.
The crack on the street.
A scratch on a polished window.
Everything is just shit now.
My family, my friends, my best friend, everyone is starting to leave and I can't catch up.
I wish I could be gone, just like that.
I pray that everything would get better but nothing is happening.
Everything is still the same...
Your friend,
E.L.E.
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