I honestly have been better.But today the clouds are rolling in again.I don't know...I'm currently in the restroom; I locked myself in the last cubicle and cried. Right now, I'm writing to you and I don't even know what about.I have this horrible pang in my heart. It is screaming multiple times, saying "YOU ARE STUPID" again and again.Maybe I am stupid and lazy and fugly.I don't really know what important...
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Sunday, September 7, 2014
Dear Friend,
My heart pounds heavily.
I whisper, I am better now.
I honestly am.
I am healing and the scars on my thighs and wrists are fading.
I got through this.
Don't get me wrong, I still cry but I have stopped cutting.
It's amazing.
It's a different feeling.
The feeling of self control.
Everything honestly gets better.
Do not give up.
I fought my demons off, it took a while but I did.
And I won.
I'm still...